Re: The War On HLA

From: The Half A Wannabee (ShakainZulu_at_hotmail.com)
Date: 10/31/03 

Date: Fri, 31 Oct 2003 06:05:25 +0100

"pH" <high@cidity.level> wrote in message
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> On Thu, 30 Oct 2003 14:15:00 +0100, "The Half A Wannabee"
> <ShakainZulu@hotmail.com> wrote:
>
> [...]
>
> >Do you really want to create a revolution? Give me a set of headplugs so
I
> >can just imagine it all :-) I code because I have to, what I really want
is
> >to create something.
>
> Is this to say that you don't enjoy it? (coding, that is)

No not really. But when I think about that I do it just because of that, it
makes no sence at all, and then again it makes every sence, but no real
sence (?!). I need to justify my many hours in front of the PC. Heck I spent
half a lifetime there you know. And I am beginning to ask myself what for.
And I never had something wonderful like your mucic to show for it. Which is
really awsome. I play it every day almost. The TPIK-prelim is my favorite.

>
> If what you really want, is to create "something"... well, best to first
define
> what that "something" is. Begin with very broad strokes.
>
I have created somethings, but apart from early work its just a do over.
Another MP3 player, another graphics library. Another. I was more inventive
when I didnt have all theese tools. All I do is catch up. I dont even know
if I like computers that much anymore. Are they really doing us any good ?
Seems music is a better passtime. At least that dont rib you of energy but
gives it away. And then it muliplies. I may be in the wrong place PH, but I
have been doing it for so long that I dont know if I can face it. Or shake
it. Its complicated and so easy at the same time. If you want the truth.

> > Or have I just been fooling myself?
>
> Who would be qualified to answer that question?

I dont know. Seems to me there is no answer, just a dessision to be made.
What you belive comes true ?

> Jeff
>
> http://www.jefftturner.com
>

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